Wrecked
The two week vacation that I was going to take my brother to the North Rim, where I released our sister's ashes last year, and then on thru Colorado, Utah etc.. and show him the beauty I found...well, we didn't even make it out of the State. I don't remember anything from the time we left his town(about 2-3 hours from the wreck site) until my third day in ICU ... but the story is that he pulled out to pass slow traffic, then I pulled out, and two vehicles up ahead, a farm truck decided to turn left in front of us. Bro and is motorcycle are fine, minor damage. I was not as fortunate. Apparently I scared him and most of my family quite a bit. When he made it back to me I was already gurgling (his words) and he started telling God that he had already lost one sister, he wasn't going to loose another one. I saw the pictures of my first day, and it looked like a semi rolled over me.
What I can't get over is almost everyone I have met during the 'getting me healed' process says the same thing "well I guess you are done with motorcycles now". Actually, I am looking forward to getting back in the wind asap, even though that will be awhile yet.
Which leads me to my questions for those of you who have been thru this. I really would like to rebuild my bike, even though the insurance isn't coming close to what I think it should(when does it huh?!). No major damage, the frame is fine. Broken handlebars (brand new damn it), headlight, windshield, turn signals, pipes, pegs, tank has damage, ... all the things you expect. But insurance minus the 1,500.00 salvage is only willing to pay $5971.25. Or $7471.25 if I don't keep it.
Questions are 1.) Thoughts on rebuilding?
2.) Anyone else have memory loss, does it come back? (not sure I want it to)
3.) Anyone else acquire claustrophobia after their wreck?
Makes having to take an MRI really fun!
4.) do you ever get past the urge to make faces at the people staring at you? lol
Reading this forum (when my eyes can handle it) has kept me sane these many nights of insomnia, laying in bed reading it on my phone. I just have been unable to post until now. Thanks everyone, safe travels to us all.
UPDATE- After 5 months, my eye has returned to movement; but is not tracking with the right eye. I see two of everything....kinda like a night out with way too much to drink.
I am scheduled for eye surgery the morning of the 30th. The surgeon is going to operate on the inside muscle of both eyes and loosen them so that they float out more, and also on the lower one of the left (effected eye) so that it floats up more. Although he can not promise my vision will be 100%, what they can promise is that what I see will no longer be 3 foot apart ... and what ever variation of images that I have, can be corrected by prism glasses.
Very thankful I can get the surgery before the end of the year (insurance will pay 100%) rather than wait until next year when I have to cover deductible and out of pocket all over again. Can NOT wait until I only see ONE of everything again!!!! and I can go back to work/driving again.
The last 5 months are beginning to ware on me and cause me to loose my zen about the whole matter. '
Up to now I have been good... but the last two weeks I have been cussing the unknown driver of the truck who turned in front of us and didn't even bother to stop after he saw what he did. He screwed up my life and lively hood and didn't even care. agghhhh! Now I gotta work on my zen again!
Anyway... even though I have turned my brother onto this forum and I may blow the surprise if he is reading...I already have my Beastie's replacement sitting, waiting on me. That is a story for another post...and another miracle report in itself.
Once I get my eye fixed...and the weather allows, I will take it out for our first spin together.
Now if I could only figure out how to get the road rash on my shoulder to hurry up and heal already! It is raised up, hurty, red, ugly still!
Thank you everyone for everything. Just being here, and posting all you do has helped more than I can ever express. I would lay in bed, one eye taped, reading the posts, until the headache said enough. You have made the last 5 months pass easier! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to us all!
~Amzie
Last edited by Amzie; Dec 27, 2009 at 11:30 AM. Reason: UPDATE ON STATUS
1) As serious as the wreck sounds, I'd let them total the bike and start again with a new one. Too many things can get tweeked and show up later.
2) Don't Know
3) They do have "Open Air" MRI machines: http://www.renoopenairmri.com/phobia
4) It start's with that ....
I admire your desire on getting back on the road. It helps to keep your mind busy after such an experience.
I would personally go for the larger check and start over....after a crash, you never know how much damage has REALLY been done. Sometimes a bike (or a body) is never exactly right again. At least you can guarantee that your bike is up to snuff if you just get a new (or close to new) one.
Good luck and a speedy recovery.
Depends upon what bike you currently ride and own, but like others have said, it might be better to just take the money and buy another bike.
Did the farm truck driver get cited for causing the accident? Do some research to find out what your bike is worth and what the farm truck driver's insurance company is trying to pay you for your bike if they are responsible for the accident. Then you can negotiate with them via your insurance company to settle on a fair payment to you.
Make sure his insurance company is paying all of your hospital bills and costs.
May God be with you and give you a full speedy recovery so you can be riding a new Hog soon.
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I have an answer for #2. I was in a vehicle accident and had memory loss. I never have recovered it... and it's been 15 years. I also lost pieces of memory from that time period. strange... not just the day and following days in the ICU... stuff that happened before it!
I know everyone is different, and you may recover your memory. Never know.
Keep us updated on how you are doing!!!!
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As for your question #3... I was pushed off the freeway on the way to Vegas by a semi. I now find myself freaking out a little whenever I have a semi next to me or I get blocked in next to a wall and a big truck. I've found I just need to stay out of those situations and I'm just fine. You'll know it when it happens and you'll just back off and get out of there. You'll be fine. Just don't stay off the bike too long! Good luck!







